Monday, December 17, 2018

11:47 pm

Sometimes I wondered.

What would happened if I ignored you from the start?
What would happened if I listened to what they said?
What would happened if I stayed exactly where I am?
What would happened if I answered no and left?
What would happened if I never loved you?

And the only answer is, I won't be thinking about you over and over again tonight.

I also wondered.

How you let it all go so easily,
Like you weren't the one who fell in love first,
Like I wasn't the one who you adored that much,
Like the word 'us' never existed between me and you,
Like all of the words you said were some big lies?

How you let it all go so easily,
As if we never fought with the world together,
As if we never stared at each other's eyes that deep,
As if we never held onto each that tight,
As if we never tried so hard to work things out?

How you let it all go so fucking easily while here I am, still struggling to leave this room full of memories and shadows?

—spokenwhalien.

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